no hopes. sometimes i wonder.
i was trying harder and harder not to giving up.
i ain't a stone or a metal.
i got feelings too
i can't change you,
so i changed.
and it is so meaningless,helped nothing!
i shall let go everything.
E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G
i surely will miss everything about you.
thanks for everything.
i miss those days.
we were more towards like sisters or friends.
with laughter,joy.
sometimes we played.
sometimes you scolded me badly for no reasons.
sometimes i will keep nagging you for some purpose.
i do miss!
but.is no longer here.
now,
you moves on to your new life and we are still here.
i won't let you to PULL us down
Selfishness
everyone born to have this,included me.
but please do think of other feelings before you do something or speak something.
well, i don't have to care anymore from now onwards ..
although i still have the strong feeling trying hard to pull back everything
maybe what he said is 100% the truth.
time will not come back to us.
i cried for you when you leave,
when you broke our hearts.
you don't even look back to us anymore.
you are free from now.happy?
you broke your promised to us and you DUMP us!
you left nothing for us.
no one could understand how you broke our hearts.
others may not understand how we feel..
they think we should forgive you and be happy for you.
what you did was really unforgiven!
somehow,i wish to see you again
somehow,my minds would tell me how much i miss you
somehow, i may cry for you again.(now,i cry)
somehow, i wish to call you again just like how i did it for almost 15 years.
BUT, i will never show all this infront of you anymore.
i won't tell you how much i miss you.
i won't hug you although i really wants to.
i won't show you how weak am i as before.
i won't let you to break their hearts again and again!
i know i must be fail to do this.
this is an emotional post.
i am so sorry for not accepting the truth for now.
i really need some time to cool down myself.
i will be fine.
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