sometimes.

do you ever behave like this when you are preparing for any examinations?

 

yes,we do!

grr...

everyone needs motivation.

i needs.

urghhh....

爱

真爱是否是真心相爱？
真心相爱是不是等于你的真爱？
单方面的爱是不是爱？
可以为一个人付出一切的叫真爱？
爱是不是一辈子的承诺？
爱是不是真的不在乎天长地久，只记得曾经拥有？
是不是经不起考验的就不叫真爱？
是不是两情相悦才叫真爱？
是不是三天小吵，五天大闹才叫真爱？
真爱是不是真的那么痛？
真心相爱是不是就会永远在一起？
真爱是什么？
真心相爱又是什么？
凄美爱情故事的背后是不是还隐藏了什么？
爱是什么？
游戏?
还是消遣？
爱可以走多远？
是一辈子的承诺？
还是暂时性的好玩？
爱的定义是什么？
爱的代价又是什么？

爱无所不在，
一旦碰上了它，你就会为它痴，为它着迷。
当你丢失了钥匙，你再怎么努力，门再也不会完整的打开。
裂痕依然还在，就算你在怎么补救，再也不会完美。
我试过了，也明白了这个道理。

我相信，
如果是真爱，
就算一秒，你也不会想松开手。
哪怕她只是随口说说。
她心里挣扎，因为女人都是口是心非的。
今天是星期日，我依然还在等待。
只是那扇门，因为你，她要把它关上了。
她不想再打开了。
因为她知道，等待也可以很痛。
她看开了一切。

爱没有分谁对谁错，
先说对不起的那个人，不是因为他的错，
而是他觉得没有什么事比这段感情来得重要。
他试着去袮仆，试着去挽回当初的那个温柔。


如果你看到了，请你要明白，
如果你坚持的决定是那样，她依然尊重你。
有个朋友问我，是不是大家都累了？
是不是应该给自己一点点的空间？
我觉得是累了，
解决的方法可以很多，只是我们还没想到。
我那个朋友说旁人看到都会觉得甜蜜。
是真的这样吗？
我又想起了大大的房间。
如果你只为别人着想，会不会对自己很不公平？
有人说，你只要活着，你这一世就是为别人而活。
我认同，我们都为别人而活。


要记得包容。
这一点很难，我依然还在努力。
只是在还没看见成果前，
就已经结束了。

crying inside

The way that I’m feeling is hard to describe
I feel lost and alone in this unbearable life

My emotions are twisted, my stomach in knots
I wish there was something to erase my thoughts

I feel so desperately clingy I feel so free of heart
If you could please just kiss me that would be a great place to start

I do not like the feeling of not knowing how you feel
I don’t like looking in your eyes and seeing all my fears

I really feel so empty searching for the light
Maybe if you could please turn it on tonight

My head is all clouded my eyes full of tears
I can’t hold on to this feeling for years

I hope that is passes, maybe merely a phase
I am ready to be out of this daze

I am going to try to fake my smile
Maybe that will last for a while

It you think you see a smile on my face
Look a little deeper you’ll see I’m out of place

Maybe someday soon the sun will shine
Even through the bad you are always mine.

RANDOM huh..

it's the time for me to introduce my new family member.

PIPI

a fat she !
wow,actually i can't think of any nicer name.
the older one named poppy and this is my pipi.

sometimes i just confused myself by calling up this two names.
cute!
is she?
i promised will love her forever.
was wondering do all puppies look the same?
whenever i look at pipi i think of poppy. o.O
and now my poppy is like old and weak?=(
he is no longer the playful puppy* poppy anymore.
i don't know why i prefer dogs so much than cats.
although both are four legs animals.


my man just care her*pipi more than me.
this is what she make me jealous sometimes.
i know i am a jealousy person.
do this proves how much he meant to me?




i found this..

seriously i miss her when i found this photo.
i miss her face.
miss her laughter.
miss her giant voice in our class.
miss her so much.
she talks everything to me in class.
her boyfriend always came to our class and sat at my place.
just want you to know,
i really miss you and
the most important part,i don't dare to hit lay wan who sit beside me for now.
*i know i am evil,always hit you till the max
khalphana,
i miss you~~~~~


don't be shock,
i knew her since i was in kong min (primary)
standard one i suppose?
super long i know...
she is a smart girl.
the most famous Indian girl among the Chinese.
straight A's in UPSR and also PMR.
proud of her,my forever friend.






THIS--->>>>

      




i miss this hair style =(
super long time ago.
i still remembered one part that i always play with his hair when he was driving.
i don't know why,
i just loves playing his hair when he is driving.


remember our promises?
don't break it.
we will make it till the end.
and i want you to know that,
you are important to me.
you know words can't describes everything.
understand what we have go through so far.
no one knows you better than me.
i love you.


alright,
don't feels *geli if you guys read this.
you know who you are lo.
well,this is what suppose to be when you attached to someone.
don't let me find out that you guys geli than me....evil laugh**
especially the LIGHT BULB who always mentioned by him.

i love them and i care for them.
sometimes they neglected me because i am too mama.
they are part of my life and sometimes when we comes to conflicts,
we hurts each other badly.
what are siblings for?
let me teach you,
when you get boring,
give them a kick and they know what to do next.
* i am bad.
but this is the way how i love them.
we born to be together.
we bathed together.*childhood time la
we laugh together.
we fights together.
even boxing together.
all these you can't get it at other places.
they are the one who i thinking of when i am not at home.
can't imagine how's my life after few more months.


they meant so much to me.
they know,i love them like mad!


superman,
i know within this few years you are having hard time.
you sweat alots,
sunburns each days,
i hate to see you sick.
i hate to see you suffer.
you give the best to us.
ask me not to worry about anything except my studies.
superman..
don't worry,
i will be the super girl .
we all love you.
our hero forever.

*eyes wet*

i have tried my best.

i breath a song into the air.

i find myself speechless.

i am all alone after this.

i am who i am today.

放弃，好吗？

你，要比我坚强。

以后，

不会再有人对你唠叨，

不会再有人捏你，

不会再有人对你大小声，

不会在你累的时候摸摸你的头，

不会在你伤心的时候安慰你，

不会在你需要我的时候陪着你。

以后，

不会再有人哄我，

不会再有人叫我不要赖床，

不会再有人关心我会不会肚子痛，

不会再有人为我做让我我感到贴心的事。

现在，

这一刻

我还你自由了。

你听见了吗？

我们其实都累了

我放手不是因为不爱了

而是不想你再为我付出。

或许你不懂

     我多么的需要你

         听着歌

             流着泪

                  我

                   难受了

Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat

So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

[Chorus]
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend

Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing

The very first time.

well,suppose to go bed now
it's already 1.30 a.m and i am a little tired here.
but still think of blogging.
so here is my very first time.
thanks to them who brought me my very first time
clubbing?
a little drunk
i know i can't drink that much.
still i want to train myself.
stupid RIGHT?
promise to upload some of the photos here soon !
anyways,

had fun there.
thanks to,

Jiayi
yityee
kar ann
cheryl
jo ann
vicky
dickson
chan kar wai
law kah wai
loh kien joe
jie wen

and also not to forget my darling.

i hope there will be more gathering like this.

i love to see someone being drunk **aheem**


aha,you can't imagine how nanny is he.
kept mumbling when i drove him home.
laughed alone like mad.
kept repeating asking questions.
i shouted to him.
but, no response at all.
he is real DRUNK!
can't even walk properly.
i laughed behind him.
too bad cause you guys miss it.
=)

P/s

i miss you now,

you must be on bed  

having sweet dreams..

dear, 

i love you

AGREATNEWEXPERIENCE,THANKS!

it's the time to sleep.

good night world.