Think twice before you speak to a person.
This sentence I dedicate to myself and also peoples who do not think at all before they speak.
Day by day,I getting irritate by things that I care too much
Somehow,disappointing!
DON'T YOU EVER ASKED WHY AM I DARE TO TELL THIS OUT to you
figure it out by yourself,one day you will know.
if you thinks that what you have did so far is right then move on.
but this time I will not look and care about it anymore.
I was trying to be good-to you
Telling you about my opinions.
In return,those words that you threw to me through messages is too painful.
Before I went to sleep,
I took about half and hour to digest them.
I reread every single words for more than three times.
Is not short but I read them all.
*what the fart,more three times??
this is the thing which makes me feel stupid on myself because I care everything so much!
think positively,for what you had told me maybe is true.
The same thoughts came to myself before you send those messages.
Is just that the way you express your words to me,
don't you think if is hurt?
Don't tell me you care about me anymore.
It's never lah!!
For me,you are just a flirty person more than anything else.
And please don't simply make your own conclusions.Can you?
FROM THOSE MESSAGES,
For what you had criticized I never revenge back is because I don't see any changes can be done with explanations.YOU will NEVER UNDERSTAND.
I rather keep it myself.-keep quite.
You only knows how to think for your side.
You asked me to think about it.For myself and for YOU??
Asked me to think for your side-and i feel like farting on you!!!!
*I know I am rude this time,you push me this hard till this level.
If I could slap you I probably have done it.
YOU SHOULD KNOW HOW IRRITATE IT IS.
How much you talk will show useless because you don't deserve the success yet!
Anyhow,you are trying,still in the progress
Please learn from mistakes my dear.
everything must be done by purposes
tell me yours then.
I do not know what are you plans for now and seriously I am not interested on it at all!!
You said I got so much more to learn.Then how about yourself?
Don't ask me to support you.
We are too young for this!
If you have such ability at this age along with your *right thoughts perhaps you have success already.
Wow,I feel bad about posting out my rudeness -for me is rude enough.>>> =(
THIS PERSON PUSH ME HARDLY TO THIS LEVEL!
GOSH!
I mind for appearing you in my blog for the second time and this time is the bad ones.
Up to you to believe or not
I care and I mind everything single thing you say to me
I feel tired by having this kind of life trying to introduce myself more to others where they don't even try to understand.
I won't waste my time again for giving you chances.
Too many chances given to you and for this time,I just could not make it anymore.
I won't care or even bother anymore.
I don't want to mess up my life with you.
Sorry.
With above matter,I referred to somebody.
I told him everything.
I showed him the messages
The first respond he gave was"sucks man~~"
He said this person is a Fucker and I was like ~.~!!
He adviced me not to get affected by others.
what he said was exactly what my super dad remind us always.
“做人耳朵不要放得太轻”
at first I don't understand what my dad was trying to tell but now I understand.
we can never be prefect,
urgh,be natural then!
at least try not to be a faker.</3
People always say we are what we eat
I say we are behaving how we think internally.
WORDS CAN BE PAINFUL.
it kills me all night.
That's why I need to blog out to express myself.
relief?
perhaps...
I found this :
太看重感情的人就是这27种下场
1、容易满足，更容易受伤
2、总有一种，被忽视的感觉
3、付出的远远超过得到的
4、很固执，不懂得放弃，
5、总是说着要离开，却一再为自己找不离开的理由
6、在别人面前笑得很开心，一个人的时候却很漠落
7、在陌生人面前很安静，在朋友面前胡闹
8、不会想索要的太多的回报，只要一点点就可以让我死心塌地，可以很少，但一定要有
9、心情不好的时候，却喜欢听悲歌
10、坐在电脑前，不知道做什么，却又不想关掉它
11、觉得世界上每一个人都不可靠，但却还是那样地选择相信别人
12、偶尔会有种想消失的念头
13、不喜欢等待，却总是等待
14、经常不经意的发呆
15、总会把事情想得很长久
16、总是觉得没有人会把自己放在心里疼
17、心事放在心底，有一个自己的世界
18、习惯了沉默，在沉默中爆发
19、会怀疑，却总是要把人往好处想
20、不喜欢一个人逛街
21、一点点事就胡思乱想
22、自己走路会很快
23、隐藏心事，喜欢一个人流泪
24、习惯冷战
25、喜欢角落、习惯蜷缩
26、莫名地孤单，无法抗拒的恐惧感
27、不爱说话或很爱说话
I am down past few days.-having hard phase in my life.
I went and met some awesome people few days ago.
A special thanks to them.
I don't dare to speak a word when I see their faces-not kidding.
I know they can understand me easily and that is the main purpose I met them
And their words are powerful enough to wake me up and face through everything
Is true.
They know about me more now.Should be a good thing .
thanks for being so caring.
I can never forget who are they.
I appreciate them!
And also I wants to say thank you for those who being so concern about me lately.
I know some of you.And you know who are yourself.
Peoples tend to gather around and starts to gossip.
Have to admit that I loves gossip sometimes by using ears not mouth.>>> =.=
Think it this way >> gossip with others means that you are concern about the person or matter on what you are discussing.
Is it better?-I think so la.
I have done with my first week papers.
MATHEMATICS kill us the most I suppose.
one week left.
THIS IS ONLY TRIAL
Supposedly not deserve to get this kind of such normal result in form 6
I deserve more - If I work real hard.
I miss those days where there's only books in mind.
NERDY~
He said probably I want changes in my life,that is why I am not behaving like previous years anymore
agree agree..<3
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| wish to be naive |
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| wish to be silly |
so that I can forget those hurt easily.
