Thursday, August 18, 2011
Saturday, August 13, 2011
有时候
小的时候，我总是可以过着无忧无虑的生活
要风得风，要雨得雨
不需要太在意别人的眼光，想做什么就做什么。
渐渐地长大了，慢慢的开始懂事了
才发现原来世界真的没有自己想象中的那么美好。
以前一直都以为只要你别人好，别人也会同样的对你好。
但其实并不是每个人都会这样，
有些人会为了某些利益而接近你，身边的朋友甚至会出卖你。
有时候的我，当然希望自己付出真心后，能换取同样的对待
但看来是我天真了
有时候，我真的很心痛。
我都会在每一次都付出真心，但不是在每个时候都可以得到同样的对待。
有时候的我在想，是我自己搞不清状况，还是自己哪里又做错了。
×我所说的不是感情问题=）
这个世界有着不同面孔的人，爸爸每次都告诉我，做人耳朵不要将轻，很容易被人骗。
有时候我很想告诉他，我难受了，却说不出口。
说不出口是因为我不想让他担心我，
因为我们，他付出了一百，尽本分。
他的累，他的泪，不是一般人看得见
其实我比谁都还要清楚他，我把一切都放在心里，就像他。
我可以大声地说，他是我这辈子最崇拜的人。
每一次看见他受伤的回家，我都会很心痛
甚至躲起来哭，不要笑我是个感性的人
心痛他大好可以不要我们，心痛他大好可以丢下我们不管
但他都没有，虽然有时候他会埋怨我们这个做不好，那个也不好
我们心里比任何人都清楚，他为了我们，为了这个家。
我不敢告诉他我有多爱他，因为他一定会觉得我哪里吃错药
我不敢抱他，因为我不懂他会有什么反应。
我每次都告诉弟弟妹妹，长大了，一定要一起买漂亮的屋子给他，
让他过好的生活
这样的我会不会很傻？
他不赌博，也不喝酒
我希望他能够找到另一半，为自己以后的生活打算。
我不会拒绝，不会生气
但他告诉我们，他的投资就在我们身上
他也不想再有另一半。
我想说，他真的很伟大。
不懂得珍惜的人，就别想拥有。
这句话是写给自己，也写给那些不懂得珍惜的朋友
必须承认我是感触很多的人，
又或许因为这样每一天的我看起来都不快乐。
要风得风，要雨得雨
不需要太在意别人的眼光，想做什么就做什么。
渐渐地长大了，慢慢的开始懂事了
才发现原来世界真的没有自己想象中的那么美好。
以前一直都以为只要你别人好，别人也会同样的对你好。
但其实并不是每个人都会这样，
有些人会为了某些利益而接近你，身边的朋友甚至会出卖你。
有时候的我，当然希望自己付出真心后，能换取同样的对待
但看来是我天真了
有时候，我真的很心痛。
我都会在每一次都付出真心，但不是在每个时候都可以得到同样的对待。
有时候的我在想，是我自己搞不清状况，还是自己哪里又做错了。
×我所说的不是感情问题=）
这个世界有着不同面孔的人，爸爸每次都告诉我，做人耳朵不要将轻，很容易被人骗。
有时候我很想告诉他，我难受了，却说不出口。
说不出口是因为我不想让他担心我，
因为我们，他付出了一百，尽本分。
他的累，他的泪，不是一般人看得见
其实我比谁都还要清楚他，我把一切都放在心里，就像他。
我可以大声地说，他是我这辈子最崇拜的人。
每一次看见他受伤的回家，我都会很心痛
甚至躲起来哭，不要笑我是个感性的人
心痛他大好可以不要我们，心痛他大好可以丢下我们不管
但他都没有，虽然有时候他会埋怨我们这个做不好，那个也不好
我们心里比任何人都清楚，他为了我们，为了这个家。
我不敢告诉他我有多爱他，因为他一定会觉得我哪里吃错药
我不敢抱他，因为我不懂他会有什么反应。
我每次都告诉弟弟妹妹，长大了，一定要一起买漂亮的屋子给他，
让他过好的生活
这样的我会不会很傻？
他不赌博，也不喝酒
我希望他能够找到另一半，为自己以后的生活打算。
我不会拒绝，不会生气
但他告诉我们，他的投资就在我们身上
他也不想再有另一半。
我想说，他真的很伟大。
不懂得珍惜的人，就别想拥有。
这句话是写给自己，也写给那些不懂得珍惜的朋友
必须承认我是感触很多的人，
又或许因为这样每一天的我看起来都不快乐。
Friday, August 12, 2011
latest update from me.
feeling much better after these few days.
I don't know what will come next but definitely I am going to stay strong with him.
Without him,I wouldn't make myself this strong.
Tell the world I am coming home.
I will be no where without him.
Seriously,I don't think I heal from my wounds yet.
NEED TIME THOU.
At least I have learn some lessons by myself.
I don't need to tell everyone about my pains.
I don't need to report everything about myself to others.
I try to ignore everything sometimes and it's work.
I can do everything that I like.
Isn't good for me?
nah,Of course I am not changing to the bad one.
I am still the one who you knew me as before.
Is just that I need to change for better.
I need to keep back the bad things about me.
I should have admit that sometimes when I really can't control myself,I will gone mad.
I can be very emo more than you could expected.
I even....
argh..
skip this...=)
i love this status recently:
REALLY ATTRACTS ME ALOT
I found this on facebook by my friend.
I can only imagine,I won't do this Okay?
How stupid I am I am not going to do this.
Don't worry much .
My latest status on facebook:
一开始的朋友，
二来的情侣，
再来最熟悉的陌生人,
Snapped few photos by today.
P/s: my hair is still long.Not this short as in the Photos.
I don't know what will come next but definitely I am going to stay strong with him.
Without him,I wouldn't make myself this strong.
Tell the world I am coming home.
I will be no where without him.
Seriously,I don't think I heal from my wounds yet.
NEED TIME THOU.
At least I have learn some lessons by myself.
I don't need to tell everyone about my pains.
I don't need to report everything about myself to others.
I try to ignore everything sometimes and it's work.
I can do everything that I like.
Isn't good for me?
nah,Of course I am not changing to the bad one.
I am still the one who you knew me as before.
Is just that I need to change for better.
I need to keep back the bad things about me.
I should have admit that sometimes when I really can't control myself,I will gone mad.
I can be very emo more than you could expected.
I even....
argh..
skip this...=)
i love this status recently:
REALLY ATTRACTS ME ALOT
I found this on facebook by my friend.
I can only imagine,I won't do this Okay?
How stupid I am I am not going to do this.
Don't worry much .
My latest status on facebook:
一开始的朋友，
二来的情侣，
再来最熟悉的陌生人,
Snapped few photos by today.
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| one of my favourite photo. |
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| I know this is very noob! |
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| was trying to be emo although I don't look this way when I am emo. |
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| okay,ignore my fake smile. |
P/s: my hair is still long.Not this short as in the Photos.
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
internal bleeding
I can forget everyone.
But not you.
This is why I am here and posting this.
I know you are not going to see this.
At this moment,I can't accept for what is going on.
You have got your own life now,
then tell me why are you still sending those messages that hurt everyone of us.
He don't understand,neither I.
I promised to myself that I won't drop my tears for you.
Again,i did it today.
You have your position in me.
But unfortunately,you don't treasure it.
You think what you have done was right.
Let me tell you,you are actually making a fool in front of everyone.
I never thought it can be real.
But now,it seems to be so true.
Too many incident happened in one day.
Sigh
I need my time.
Seriously,I am sinking right now.
I wish if he is still here.
At least,i have him.
But no,I have to stand alone.
Someone said I should be proud of myself because I am still physically looks good.
how many of you could really understand how hard my situation is.
I don't think I can take more than this anymore.
sucks.
There is someone who gain more than me.
He is not here with me right now.
I don't know where he went.
finding friends chit chat-ing trying hard to covering his internal bleeding?
Or hiding somewhere being alone for a moment.
He forever my hero.
I am worry about him as well.
I can lost anyone but not him.
He told me before,
He is alone always in work shop,nobody could see his tears or talk to him.
I feels bad,because sometimes I really cannot even do something to comfort him.
SIGH
I don't know what am I talking about now.
Ignore my post if you find it hardly to understand.
But not you.
This is why I am here and posting this.
I know you are not going to see this.
At this moment,I can't accept for what is going on.
You have got your own life now,
then tell me why are you still sending those messages that hurt everyone of us.
He don't understand,neither I.
I promised to myself that I won't drop my tears for you.
Again,i did it today.
You have your position in me.
But unfortunately,you don't treasure it.
You think what you have done was right.
Let me tell you,you are actually making a fool in front of everyone.
I never thought it can be real.
But now,it seems to be so true.
Too many incident happened in one day.
Sigh
I need my time.
Seriously,I am sinking right now.
I wish if he is still here.
At least,i have him.
But no,I have to stand alone.
Someone said I should be proud of myself because I am still physically looks good.
how many of you could really understand how hard my situation is.
I don't think I can take more than this anymore.
sucks.
There is someone who gain more than me.
He is not here with me right now.
I don't know where he went.
finding friends chit chat-ing trying hard to covering his internal bleeding?
Or hiding somewhere being alone for a moment.
He forever my hero.
I am worry about him as well.
I can lost anyone but not him.
He told me before,
He is alone always in work shop,nobody could see his tears or talk to him.
I feels bad,because sometimes I really cannot even do something to comfort him.
SIGH
I don't know what am I talking about now.
Ignore my post if you find it hardly to understand.
Stay strong.
You have to stay strong.
And I will do the same.
I can understand your feeling better than others.
Trust me,I do know.
Sigh!
I am really hurt when I got the news.
Although we are not that close as before,
but i treasure our friendship that we have build up together.
Please stay strong.
Your incident has recall me alot of things.
Appreciate the one who are now with you.
Don't regret later,because by the time you regret
Time will never can be return back to you.
I have to admit that I am a very sensitive person.
I can cry for a small matter by any story,from anyone.
This is me, my character.
I don't expect everyone to know well about me.
What I have to do is just to be myself,change myself for the better future.
Life is full with obstacles.
I know I have to stay strong.
A'ah,stay strong..
I know you will have that strength to face through,aren't you?
May God bless you and your family.
p/s
I cry not because i feel pity to her,
it is because I understand her feelings.
I feel sad about her lost.
And I will do the same.
I can understand your feeling better than others.
Trust me,I do know.
Sigh!
I am really hurt when I got the news.
Although we are not that close as before,
but i treasure our friendship that we have build up together.
Please stay strong.
Your incident has recall me alot of things.
Appreciate the one who are now with you.
Don't regret later,because by the time you regret
Time will never can be return back to you.
I have to admit that I am a very sensitive person.
I can cry for a small matter by any story,from anyone.
This is me, my character.
I don't expect everyone to know well about me.
What I have to do is just to be myself,change myself for the better future.
Life is full with obstacles.
I know I have to stay strong.
A'ah,stay strong..
I know you will have that strength to face through,aren't you?
May God bless you and your family.
p/s
I cry not because i feel pity to her,
it is because I understand her feelings.
I feel sad about her lost.
Thursday, July 28, 2011
Someone who deserve this.
Someone said being naive is a good thing.
I wish if I really can make it that way,easily.
I don't hope to see you being like this.
you know you will regret with what you have done to us.
But why?There's no turning point for you anymore.
I have grown up,although I miss you but I don't need you anymore,
Time have change us.
You break my heart.You are selfish.
You smiled and walked away.
You don't even think who are the one who sacrifice the most for you.
You always think you are the on the right track.
You think everyone should serve you.
I will never can forget that night.
my tears that fell for you.The last photo we snapped together.
I don't know whether you keep it or not because it seems like I am not important to you at all.
Or i shouldn't care so much for you anymore.
People who knows me they find it hardly to understand me.
They don't understand because they can never expect someone like you did so many *good things behind us.
They even said forgive you.They explained to me,let you go.
I forgive doesn't meant to let you moves on with what you can get from me.
I can only say I never think of giving up,but you?
Those hard time I had walked through and till today I saw your facebook.
I don't know what my emotions should be . Heart pumping fast,angry,sad or worried?
I am not like others can survive in happy go lucky mood.
When I sigh means don't ever think of crossing my roads.
You know my attitude as well.
He asked me,what will I do if I meet you again.
I may fall my tears,I may be sad. I definitely will not talk to you even if you talk to me first.
who's right who's wrong I don't want to bother it anymore.
I am happy to be with my family today because you had give me stronger power to live on.
My life would be better without you.He said it too.
ＴＯ ＹＯＵ：
或许哪一天我们碰上面了 ，心难免会痛上好一阵子。
但我也不会在你面前哭泣，我会微笑并且与你擦肩而过。
因为在你离开之后，我就知道其实我可以比你活得精彩。
请不要觉得我无情无意，你忘了吗？当初是谁把我给抛弃然后转身离去。
虽然我还是会情不自禁地想念你，但我不会向你要同情，要关心。
希望认识你的人能够转告给你，我现在很好。
你永远都会是我心中最痛的那根刺。
I wish if I really can make it that way,easily.
I don't hope to see you being like this.
you know you will regret with what you have done to us.
But why?There's no turning point for you anymore.
I have grown up,although I miss you but I don't need you anymore,
Time have change us.
You break my heart.You are selfish.
You smiled and walked away.
You don't even think who are the one who sacrifice the most for you.
You always think you are the on the right track.
You think everyone should serve you.
I will never can forget that night.
my tears that fell for you.The last photo we snapped together.
I don't know whether you keep it or not because it seems like I am not important to you at all.
Or i shouldn't care so much for you anymore.
People who knows me they find it hardly to understand me.
They don't understand because they can never expect someone like you did so many *good things behind us.
They even said forgive you.They explained to me,let you go.
I forgive doesn't meant to let you moves on with what you can get from me.
I can only say I never think of giving up,but you?
Those hard time I had walked through and till today I saw your facebook.
I don't know what my emotions should be . Heart pumping fast,angry,sad or worried?
I am not like others can survive in happy go lucky mood.
When I sigh means don't ever think of crossing my roads.
You know my attitude as well.
He asked me,what will I do if I meet you again.
I may fall my tears,I may be sad. I definitely will not talk to you even if you talk to me first.
who's right who's wrong I don't want to bother it anymore.
I am happy to be with my family today because you had give me stronger power to live on.
My life would be better without you.He said it too.
ＴＯ ＹＯＵ：
或许哪一天我们碰上面了 ，心难免会痛上好一阵子。
但我也不会在你面前哭泣，我会微笑并且与你擦肩而过。
因为在你离开之后，我就知道其实我可以比你活得精彩。
请不要觉得我无情无意，你忘了吗？当初是谁把我给抛弃然后转身离去。
虽然我还是会情不自禁地想念你，但我不会向你要同情，要关心。
希望认识你的人能够转告给你，我现在很好。
你永远都会是我心中最痛的那根刺。
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
speechless.
if i have really made you feel speechless on me.
you can not to be my burden and you can also choose to escape from me.
you think this is what i hope to happen?
i still don't understand you well,
i thought i can,but i was wrong.
i never think that you will say i have changed.
Am i changing?
i cried at that moment.
maybe you think that i am silly,cry for small matter.
for me,it will never can be small matter.
i care,i treasure.
or maybe i should not care this much.
it's seems so hard for me not to care
i don't meant to reply you the same thing all the time.
i hope you understand.
don't tell me you yc till sien.
because i will envy.
when you need me,i am always here for you.
long time never yc with you
let's go yc bah
=)
should i cut my fringe again?
O.o
you can not to be my burden and you can also choose to escape from me.
you think this is what i hope to happen?
i still don't understand you well,
i thought i can,but i was wrong.
i never think that you will say i have changed.
Am i changing?
i cried at that moment.
maybe you think that i am silly,cry for small matter.
for me,it will never can be small matter.
i care,i treasure.
or maybe i should not care this much.
it's seems so hard for me not to care
i don't meant to reply you the same thing all the time.
i hope you understand.
don't tell me you yc till sien.
because i will envy.
when you need me,i am always here for you.
long time never yc with you
let's go yc bah
=)
should i cut my fringe again?
O.o
Friday, July 22, 2011
Drop By
Drop by to say happy birthday to See Jin Ann
may all his wishes come true..
although i am not the one who celebrating with him this year this day,
but i appreciate him, every single lesson that he thought me once before.
i feels empty to blog now.
not in mood.
I MIGHT LOSE MY BET
i am angry
i am sad
=(
shi shui de ge sheng da dong le wo
stay tuned.
latest photo taken by yesterday
may all his wishes come true..
although i am not the one who celebrating with him this year this day,
but i appreciate him, every single lesson that he thought me once before.
i feels empty to blog now.
not in mood.
I MIGHT LOSE MY BET
i am angry
i am sad
=(
shi shui de ge sheng da dong le wo
stay tuned.
latest photo taken by yesterday
Thursday, July 7, 2011
Notes
I wish I could see through your eyes so I would know what you like to see. I wish I knew your wishes, so I could give you everything you want. I wish I dreamed the same dreams you do, and together we could make them come true. I wish I knew what makes you happy, so I could make you the happiest person in the whole world. And lastly, I wish I were a cell in your blood, so I would be sure I was somewhere in your heart
It’s a nice feeling when someone you love, loves you in return… so, when you know the one you love has a special feeling towards you, never let him/her go! because it’s rare to find to hearts that beats as one..
Love is the most powerful thing in the world and can overcome anything. Its about two people becoming one and sharing their heart and soul. In a way its wearing your heart on your sleeve and giving it to someone and trusting them not to break it.
There is someone out there for everyone and when you find them it will be magical. You will always be happy, always have a smile on your face, your heart will feel warm whenever you are thinking about that person and when they touch you it will take your breath away.
True love is forever. Its easy to say I love you but its hard to actually love someone so don’t throw those words around. Give someone your whole heart cause if they really truly love you then only half isn’t fair. and remember everything happens for a reason and whats meant to be will always find a way
Love is the reason for everything. Love is life. You are my everything, my life, the air that i breath, the beat to my heart, without you in my life I am nothing and have nothing. I knew what I had and I’ve hurt you so bad. For the rest of my life, I will wait for you and prove to you that I have changed and you are the center of my life. When You got hurt and walked out, my heart stopped, i couldn’t breath, i didn’t want to, whats the point to live without you by my side. Please forgive me and give me one last chance to be your everything. I need you, your LOVE. I LOVE YOU more than words can say. My love and life are forever yours !
It’s a nice feeling when someone you love, loves you in return… so, when you know the one you love has a special feeling towards you, never let him/her go! because it’s rare to find to hearts that beats as one..
Love is the most powerful thing in the world and can overcome anything. Its about two people becoming one and sharing their heart and soul. In a way its wearing your heart on your sleeve and giving it to someone and trusting them not to break it.
There is someone out there for everyone and when you find them it will be magical. You will always be happy, always have a smile on your face, your heart will feel warm whenever you are thinking about that person and when they touch you it will take your breath away.
True love is forever. Its easy to say I love you but its hard to actually love someone so don’t throw those words around. Give someone your whole heart cause if they really truly love you then only half isn’t fair. and remember everything happens for a reason and whats meant to be will always find a way
Love is the reason for everything. Love is life. You are my everything, my life, the air that i breath, the beat to my heart, without you in my life I am nothing and have nothing. I knew what I had and I’ve hurt you so bad. For the rest of my life, I will wait for you and prove to you that I have changed and you are the center of my life. When You got hurt and walked out, my heart stopped, i couldn’t breath, i didn’t want to, whats the point to live without you by my side. Please forgive me and give me one last chance to be your everything. I need you, your LOVE. I LOVE YOU more than words can say. My love and life are forever yours !
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
有个人
我今天真的很不开心
这几年他都没睡好，吃不饱
这个人付出了很多
他的委屈，不是一般人能看得见
他的泪没人看得到
我心疼他，会偷偷的为他流泪
我多想告诉他我爱他，我心疼他
可是，他的坚强总是让我说不出口
有时候的他就像只凶老虎
看了你都会怕
但又有时候的他就像朋友
心情好就开开玩笑
认真的他，好帅
他就是万能的爸爸
什么都会
除了字，没什么难得倒他
他曾说过这辈子最后悔的就是不识字
但他没有因为这样放弃自己
他还是努力的拼打自己的事业
他默默承受一切
为的就是我们四个的将来
爸，谢谢你一直以来那么的爱我们
你没有抛弃我们
你可以一个人过着无忧无虑的有钱人生活
可是你没有，你没有丢下我们不管
你没有一天不是劳累的回家
我很心疼这样的你
你的心酸我都有放在眼里
这个家我会好好地看着
我答应你
过去的就让它过去吧
好吗？
我知道你心痛，
知道你愤怒
但一切都过去了
我们不要理，不要管了
我们都管不了
爸。我想让你知道
我爱你！
我会疼你
我会给你幸福
此时此刻的心情
没人能够明白
因为他真的很重要！
我爱你！
这几年他都没睡好，吃不饱
这个人付出了很多
他的委屈，不是一般人能看得见
他的泪没人看得到
我心疼他，会偷偷的为他流泪
我多想告诉他我爱他，我心疼他
可是，他的坚强总是让我说不出口
有时候的他就像只凶老虎
看了你都会怕
但又有时候的他就像朋友
心情好就开开玩笑
认真的他，好帅
他就是万能的爸爸
什么都会
除了字，没什么难得倒他
他曾说过这辈子最后悔的就是不识字
但他没有因为这样放弃自己
他还是努力的拼打自己的事业
他默默承受一切
为的就是我们四个的将来
爸，谢谢你一直以来那么的爱我们
你没有抛弃我们
你可以一个人过着无忧无虑的有钱人生活
可是你没有，你没有丢下我们不管
你没有一天不是劳累的回家
我很心疼这样的你
你的心酸我都有放在眼里
这个家我会好好地看着
我答应你
过去的就让它过去吧
好吗？
我知道你心痛，
知道你愤怒
但一切都过去了
我们不要理，不要管了
我们都管不了
我爱你！
我会疼你
我会给你幸福
此时此刻的心情
没人能够明白
因为他真的很重要！
我爱你！
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